While at work last night, I couldn't help but think about the near future and how the last goal I currently have set will most likely be achieved. It's been approx. 2 years in the making and potentially in 3 weeks it will finally happen. Then what? I mean, forget about sitting front row for the big 3 in wrestling at the time. Forget about the struggle with the NBA and Hornets charity auctions, which I was finally able to bid and win. Forget about sitting front row courtside right behind my favorite team's (Hornets) bench in Milwaukee, not 1, not 2, but 3 times. And finally forget about obtaining the D-Ro memorabilia that I do truly cherish. This is bigger than all of those combined. I truly can say I have gone above and beyond any expectation I had set for my goals. Now as Fangoria approaches and the date with destiny in completing my final goal is in sight, I wonder.What is next? There has to be something doesn't there? I mean, I truly believe there is a purpose for me being here and it wasn't to do any of the above. Going back to the very beginning should set things straight. My birth only happened because of a family vote. I have 3 older sisters, the youngest is 8 years older and the oldest is 11. Out of a family meeting came the fate of whether or not to have another child. That right there truly shows one small decision controls a life time.So my birth happens, but my life was almost short lived, seeing when I was 6 I had almost drown in a pool. I truly saw my life flash before my eyes and remember my exact thoughts to this very day. I don't know what happened, but luckily I am still here today. Through out my life I have had other key events that could have led to my demise, but somehow and some reason I made it through. Why? I mean, seriously, do I have a purpose that I am unaware of and if so, when will I be aware, or have I just been one lucky son of a ...... ?So back to the present day, I really don't know what else I feel I "NEED" to do after finally meeting D-Ro. Sure there is other stuff that I "could" do, but I don't really feel the necessity, like I felt for my previous goals. I guess only time will tell.ADDED: The more and more I think about it, the less fun it is starting to become and it's more like all I want to do is get it over with so I can move on.